ReSuLT NoT aGaiN...

= konichiwa =
tomorrow is the day that kinda hard for me
i just afraid to check my result
i think i have done it with all my best
but i think i don't do it good enough
[kinda sad and frustrated]
if you all wanna know
everytime i take my exam
i always feel down and vulnerable
by the way
during the exam week
i always sick and weak
[so i can concentrate during exam week]
i always feel the same thing when i come to result
i think i can't made it
i think that i so stupid
i think i'm useless
but i always pray to the GOD
i asking for a good result
cause only that can make my parent proud and happy
[i just wanna see them happy]
before this i always make them sad
so i try my best to change myself
i wanna be strong
i wanna be independent
i wanna be likable
i wanna have many close friends
[i so terrible]
people say it not to hard to get it
actually
i really afraid right now
i just think how going to face my parent
i hope i made it
so i can make my parent happy again
i just want to see their smile on me
= sayonara minna =