Let's The Story Begins [Medianlogue]

Konichiwa Minnasan~
Now I'm going to continue where I stop at Prologue. Hehe~ XP OK here we go again. Hope you guys enjoy your stay here.

My Third Semester at UiTM~

OK as you read from the last post that I have a fight with U. So, on this semester I just keep quite and didn't talk with U. Owh yea!! Forgot to mention, in this semester I just hope that I have a separate room with him and guess what we are in separate room and even far away from each others. I feel like he not the one that I be with and the one that can change me but make me more and even worst. I just spend the whole semester not to talk with him and even avoid to be with him. I just use another way just to avoid him even the way need to take a time. [I just can face him and the more terrible is he also do the same things] But I don't really care. You know my roommate always tease me with U. Sure I'm like Ha? What it is? my roommate so annoy me like he keep calling U my brother and I said he is not. [Since when I got another brother before my sister and my brother?] So for me it just nothing I just keep pretend that I never see him and he never exist in front of me. On this semester actually I cry a lot. You know why since, U is the one who thought me not to be alone. So, slowly I feel so lonely and I keep saying to myself that I'm not alone I have my parent that I can really rely on. I keep telling that to myself and seal all my sadness into me. You know it not the easy thing to do. Besides, I don't anyone that I can talk with about it.

Guess what in the end of the semester I just give up and try to be friends back with U. I just trying to forgive him and also trying to forgive myself. Slowly due to time we be as friends as we should be. I learn how to forgive people and also forgive myself slowly I can develop a new good point in me. I just keep trying my best not to hurts him. I keep on smiling even U sometime make me hurt and I will make sure that he never knew or notice about it. I don't want the same thing happen again to me. You know why because its so hurts like a million needle been poke at you at the same time. [Sometime I think I just so stupid or else] I think in this world the justice are never exist and sometime I think deep in side me got a little fragment that one day its going to explode. So, as usual in the when the semester going to end. I take 30 minute early leave from examination hall and pick all my belongings and go back with my parent.

My Forth Semester at UiTM~

The start of big dramas in my life. This start of new semester where I be a secretory for the collage that I stay and guess what I got my own room without roommate so heavenly!! I can do anything without disruption or without be scold by anyone. I decorate my room. I also put carpet in my room and I always fall asleep on it then when I wake up in the morning I just realize that I sleep on carpet not on the bed. Hehe~ XP On this semester where many of our friends do theirs fast track where with a good result from diploma they can just enter the degree. For me its better to finish my diploma first and continue degree later so I decide to not to take fast track and I keep this secret from my parent. [One day my parent knew about it and for sure I get scold] So here U and I become more close since many of ours friend go to fast track. So as usual, I need to wait for U to get ready to class for everyday I wait for him. We always go to class together and eat lunch and do activities together. One day I knew that one of our junior have crush on U but I just keep quiet about it and going to investigate about it. [Wait!! What? Our JUNIOR!! Let's know she as "P"] Then I keep asking U and P about their relationship. Here something happen. P always keep calling me and asking me to give advice from the start and actually I'm really OK with it. By the way, our course mate need to attend on camp that is Hydro Camp where held at Pantai Merdeka. We need to do sea survey O_O That day is the start of where I trying to make U and P going to be a lover. So I try many thing to make sure its going to work.

On this camp, U suddenly make something that I can imagine. You know I got a slightly fever on that time because of I'm tired and also the weather on that time always raining and I keep been hit by it so I got this fever and so do U. On the raining day U suddenly take our his "kain pelekat" and cover my head and I was like O_O [My eyes like wide open] No one ever take care of me like this before and on the same time U also on fever so I just return the cloth back and ask him to cover his head first. I said to him "Its OK I can bear with it" because on that time the U voice become raspy. He really need it then me since from I'm child I can bear with my fever even I sick I will go to school. [I really treasure that moment and its also an awkward moment] I'm the one that always scold U to keep resting because of his condition and I also ask P help to advice him because sometime he didn't listen to me. Here at Pantai Merdeka the relationship between U and P more develop because of me and I so happy for them at that time.  Suddenly, I got know that P have boyfriends before and she said she still contact with him. She also make her boyfriends wait for her for a long time and suddenly she going to like U. She introduce me to his boyfriends and I add him on Facebook. I and her boyfriends have a chat and he keep asking me about P. I really pity with me because P make him wait for her so I just tell the truth to him and guess what P call me and said what I have told her boyfriends and I just answering nothing I told him and she start crying. [So the DRAMA BEGINS] At this moment, I really think that P is not as good as I thought she should be. I really misjudge person again!! [Nuuuuuuuuuuuu!!] For the first, she keep put a blame on me because I tell her boyfriends the truth and suddenly she thank me for telling the truth. So, the problem P facing with her boyfriends solve with LIES!! Where P tell her boyfriends that her parent didn't like the attitude of her boyfriends. Start from what happen, every single call I got from P like BURDEN to me. I treat her just like someone that I use to know. Every single of her call just to ask where U is and I feel like been use all the time.SO I decide not to interrupt in U and P love story anymore. I also told P for not calling me anymore and stop being bugs that always buzzing!!

TO BE CONTINUE~ 

Hehe~ XP Like before I can tell all this story in one post and that will make it be too long. So just wait for the continuance when I have time and mood to write it again. Just stay tune for Let's The Story Begins [Epilogue] the ending of this story. I really appreciate for reader that always support me and keep reading my blog. Arigatou Gozaimasu Minna!! I really love you guys. Hope you enjoy  reading my blog even I got many grammar mistake on my writing but I trying to improve my English language. >...<
Sayonara Minnasan~

With Hatred

=YuKi= 

Let's The Story Begins [Prologue]

Konichiwa Minnasan~

What I trying to said here. Here the all dramas in my life begin.

My Freshmen at UiTM~

When I just a freshmen in my collage I always going anywhere alone with a companion. My routine as a freshmen in UiTM just going to class at 8:00am until 6:30pm then at night I just going my studies. I have kind of bored life here but I feel really comfortable with it. I just communicate with my roommate and 2 other friends of mine. So, the story begin when there are my classmate that I look in him that he can change me to be a better person for the first I thought. Then I keep get near to him and I wanna be his friends. So we keep going to class together and I always have a stop at his room having a chat with him and his roommate. I feel comfortable when I be with him. He also a nice guys that always go to masjid for solah. He also keep asking me to go with him. [Sometime I refuse to go XD] For the moment I feel he is the great friends that I have and also a good classmate that I can trust. A WORTHY PERSON TO BE TRUST. 

Accidently, I also knew that he has a girlfriends that is 2 years younger than him. When I keep asking about his girlfriends and finally he tell me about it and how they meet. [So I know a bit about him and lets notice him as "U" easy for me to tell a story =)] In the end of semester of my freshmen here we need to choose our roommate for the next semester. So I decided to stay with my roommate they are like family to me even they always scold me and I kinda feel that they really take care of me. Owh yea. You know U also invite me to be his roommate but I already decide that I will stay with my current roommate. [For a moment I feel a bit happy] So that the end of my freshmen years at UiTM.

My Second Semester at UiTM~

When I going to regiester as a resident of my collage you know what accidently I stay a same room with U!! OMG!! I have predict that I will stay with him since I already choose my roommate last semester. Hmm. I just cant said a thing on that time and I meet U and the other one my roommate. You wanna know what U said to me. He said that "Are you OK to stay with me in same room?" and that statement really make me speechless. ==''' I just reply "Its fine by me"  and when I enter the room then they also come to enter the room also guess what again U tell me that we can change the room and me goes like O_O [Are you desperately don't want me to stay with you] He make my mood goes down on that day. Its OK for now I will endure with it. Since we are classmate and roommate I need patiently wait for them to get ready for classes. Just don't wanna make they feel like I don't ever care about them. Its take time for me to be comfortable stay with U and the other one.

The best thing is even I the one always sleep late like 3am or 4am and I'm the one need to wake them up in the morning. I never feel asleep at the classes. I slowly can adapt with the surrounding live with U and others. U also always ask me to fasting with him and I just OK with it. Then I can cope with it all. By the way, I also know that U already breakup with his girlfriends and he really upset with it. He also tell me story what he already done to his girlfriends. Hmm. Ha!! I remember one thing that I do to him and make him really upset with it. I just play a door trick like I lock the door and I just ask password from him to enter the room and he got angry and go to other room to sleep. Start from that he didn't talk to me and just do nothing also take his belonging and sleep to other room. That make me feel REALLY GUILTY like I have commit a crime!! On the same time I just go find my best friends and stay a night at his room. Before the end of the semester I wrote a letter and apologies to him and also I do the room clearance alone without any help and leave the room and give a key to the collage keeper. I just leave the room without a sound because I go out from the exam 30minute early so I take all my belonging and back with my parent since my parent already arrive on that time just waiting for me.

TO BE CONTINUE~

I guess I will stop here today and stay tune for the next episode. Haha~ XD I made it prologue, medianlogue and epilogue. So hope you guy be patient to wait for the next episode. Thankie for support me all this time. Arigatou Gozaimasu!!
Sayonara Minnasan~

With Hatred

=YuKi=

Life As A Student

Konichiwa Minnasan~

I'm not going to said that live as a student is hard but it's also not so easy. I need to though many thing such as ASSIGNMENT, QUIZ, TEST and FINAL PROJECT. I also need to study for my final exam that only around the corner on 3rd January 2013. I just have like a week to finish all my course works. If only that I'mm brave enough to ask my lecturer to teach me how to do my assignment more easier. Since there are no thing easy in this world. I hope I can really do my best for this semester. I don't want what happen to me before be again. Owh yea. I have many story to share to you guys but you guys need to wait until I finish this semester. I got many things to tell here. Hope you guys can wait for that but I don't know whether my story will make you all going to read it or not. More like I going to tell what happen to me before this. Thank goodness I still have a friends that I can really rely on. I really appreciate you guys and I going to post about them here soon. Hehe~ XP Its been a long time I'm not telling my story here. By the way, I will change the way I wrote my post not like before. All in the center but now in one paragraph or more.  I will change my style to be more matured. Haha~ XD I feel funny to say that I'm wanna be more matured. LOL-ing. So guys hope you all be patient to wait for my next post. See ya soon.

Sayonara Minnasan~

With Hatred

=YuKi=

Let's End This Week With Smile

Konichiwa Minnasan~

Sorry I got busy lately and completely leave my blog. But now I feel I going to write something on my blog. Hmm... But I still wondering what should I write. I busy with my studies. I on my degree just enter la. [No new la. Almost 5 month I do my degree] So I still busy with my work. And maybe I will fully back on my sem break. So please stay tune. I'M GOING BACK TO BLOGGER WORLD AGAIN. Thankie for always reading my blog and sorry make you all wait. So that all for me.

Sayonara Minnasan~

With Hatred

=YuKi=

I Will Be Back Soon