CoNFuSe....

= konichiwa =
right now i kinda confuse with myself

why i'm suppose to pretend not to be me in front of them

[am i trying to lie myself]

~huh~

why i become like this

am i desperate to find friends

the answer is yes

i am desperate to find friends

sometime i don't care if they want to take advantages on me

maybe that can make them feel like to friend with me

but right now

when they don't need me they just push me away

[i just like a shirt, when you don't want it, you throw it]

sometime you all make me feel so bad

am i bad as you all treat me

you know that why i can't trust people surround me

it because of whom

i feel i rather feel sad to make all people happy

but the same time why can you all make me feel happy

by the way

i think i not deserve happiness that why i be like this

maybe i have made a lot of sins and this is as a return

[i know i not to perfect, but i trying to be the best]

why people can't accept me

why people treat me like this

why why why

i'm so confuse right now

please tell me why

anybody please tell me why

why people always do like this to me

i just want friends and happiness

should i buy it to get my happiness

[should i]

if you don't like me just say it loud

don't make me suffer like this

it hurts you know, it hurts

sorry i kinda emo right now

all i think is my happiness

[maybe it look like i'm so selfish]

but i really want it

it okey if it just for once

my tears is started flowing

okey i stop right here

i wanna tell more but i can't right now

= sayonara minna=