CoNFuSe....

= konichiwa =
right now i kinda confuse with myself

why i'm suppose to pretend not to be me in front of them

[am i trying to lie myself]

~huh~

why i become like this

am i desperate to find friends

the answer is yes

i am desperate to find friends

sometime i don't care if they want to take advantages on me

maybe that can make them feel like to friend with me

but right now

when they don't need me they just push me away

[i just like a shirt, when you don't want it, you throw it]

sometime you all make me feel so bad

am i bad as you all treat me

you know that why i can't trust people surround me

it because of whom

i feel i rather feel sad to make all people happy

but the same time why can you all make me feel happy

by the way

i think i not deserve happiness that why i be like this

maybe i have made a lot of sins and this is as a return

[i know i not to perfect, but i trying to be the best]

why people can't accept me

why people treat me like this

why why why

i'm so confuse right now

please tell me why

anybody please tell me why

why people always do like this to me

i just want friends and happiness

should i buy it to get my happiness

[should i]

if you don't like me just say it loud

don't make me suffer like this

it hurts you know, it hurts

sorry i kinda emo right now

all i think is my happiness

[maybe it look like i'm so selfish]

but i really want it

it okey if it just for once

my tears is started flowing

okey i stop right here

i wanna tell more but i can't right now

= sayonara minna=

DaiSuKi KaZoKu ArIgAtOu....

= konichiwa =
>w< ~hehe~ >w<
just wanna say daisuki kazoku arigatou
it means
[love family thank]
i buy this cake for my friends
kinda make some party
ice cream cake
*yummy*
maybe i will buy it again
it so delicious
i want it more
actually i buy the cake because i want to buy it
but not for me to eat it
[i don't like to eat it actually]
so i buy it for my friends
i like when my friends love something that i give them
i feel so happy when they happy
but sometime they make me sad
~huh~
for me it okey as long as they know who i am
i just want to see them happy
even i the one not deserve to be happy
*sadness*
okey i have to study for my final
= sayonara minna =

HeAvEn 7....

= konichiwa =
right now and now
i want to say the truth about everything here
i wanna start with the day i pass with hatred
~huh~
[kinda tired]
i have to do many thing to do
such as assignment, test, quiz and many more
but the one thing the most i depress
is about my classmate
[you all know i don't care if you read this]
you think i care what people think about me
okey let me start with
Abang L
he always make me sick when he around me
he always be nice to me
even i always pretend good in front him
you know i have many think wanna talk with you
but i can because i always care about your feeling
Abah I

he maybe for the certain people he looks nice
but for me it not
you know sometime you will hurt somebody
the word that came out from your mouth is more poisonous
Pak Cik A
he always make me late to class
he always play even when the time is not suitable to play around
can you think about others
don't only think about yourself okey
you really make me sick
Pak Cik S
he is hot-temper
but he never care about other madness
if you always be like this
in the future maybe i will scold at you
so be aware
don't only think about yourself please think about others
Pak Cik O
he also make me wanna kill him someday
you better watch out
i know not all people perfect even me
but if that is your result can you accept it
do the best after this
please not to emo okey
sometime it too annoying
you better care about others feeling too
Abang D
i know you are a good person
but please not too choosy about friend
sometime i think
you are same like others person you know
always make me sick
please don't stick with one person
there are many people around you
so please be careful about others feeling too
[i'm sorry if you hurt about what i mention but please understand people around you]
i know even i make many mistake
but i try to make avoid it
i know not everybody is perfect
but sometime i feel
in this world i can't trust anyone
[except my family]
by the way
please be yourself
in the proper way
= sayonara minna =