PLeaSe DoNt LeaVe Me....

= konichiwa =
today i feel little bit sad
cause many of my friends have left me
[means they going home]
then i feel alone here
you know i feel more sad
when someone left me
you know you are the one
who teach me not to be alone
but right now you are leaving me here
~huh~
because of you
i feel like this
i really feel alone
before this
i never care if i alone or not
but now i feel really alone
i feel sad
why you do this to me
why you come to my life
why you have the power to in my life
why why why
i feel dizzy about this
i always think
why you are the one can enter in my world
you are the one
that teach me many types of feelings
why i become like this
i really hate it
extremely sad
= sayonara minna =

HoNToNi GoMeN....

= konichiwa =
today i really sorry
i didn't mean to hurt you
even to make you shy in front of anyone
[i really didn't mean it]
i know i not a good friends of you
i really regret with what i have done
hurting someone same like i hurt myself
i really didn't mean to hurt your feeling
hontoni gomen nasai

i really regret about it

i always try my best to be as good as i can be
but finally i always end up with hurting someone feeling
i will not put a blame n anyone
cause it all my fault
i always like this
i don't know what should i do with it
i really sorry
SORRY SORRY SORRY
i don't want to end it like this
i know i can be a good friends to anyone
but i try my hard
so please forgive me
[i feel like going to die]
my heart like be punch hardly

and it really hurt
what can i do right now
i really stress with it
sorry i have to stop right here
see you in the next post
i really melancholy
i can't think anything right now
i really feel guilty
= sayonara minna =

5 DaYs PaSt....

= konichiwa =
just wanna share something
i have wear contact lens for 5 days
~haha~
i just feel comfortable with it
it stick with my eyes perfectly
[really love it]
now i can see the world clearly
i don't have to wear my spec
~hehe~
sorry spec i don't need you
[but i need you when i take out the lens]
so spec i still need you
first i think to wear contact lens is difficult
in the end
it really easy as eating
i wear it only take a few minutes
take it out also in a few minute
it not so hard or difficult to wear it
[went put it into your eyes just stay calm]
you don't have to be panic went to wear it
just relax and all just be fine
by the way
i really not in my mood right now
maybe i will rarely post something in my blog
beside i have start my lecture
probably i get busy
but i will try to spend my time to updated my blog
so just this for today
= sayonara minna =

NeW YeaR....

= konichiwa =
new year
what it's already 2011
~huh~
i can't believe it
i can't accept it
i want 2010 again
~haha~
whatever la
but every year is still the same to me
[nothing speacial]
i don't care what year it is
but i post this special for my readers
H.A.P.P.Y.N.E.W.Y.E.A.R
hope you all have new target for this year
so be happy ya
= sayonara minna =