WHo SaiD i'M GooD....

= konichiwa=
how said i'm good
please i'm not good as you see okey
I'M BAD
so people please stay away from me
i'm bad okey, i'm bad !
*crying*
i'm said that i'm bad
but why i'm crying right now
actually i also no idea why i'm crying right now
[hope my mum didn't notice it]
i know it my bad
i didn't have any intention to hurt someone
i know it wrong
but i still do it
so no one fault for this situation
it's my fault
IT'S MY FAULT
why i do thing such that
then i feel frustrated with it
HAHA
if someone here can hypnosis
please do so at me
you have to make me forget all thing that i don't want to remember
PLEASE DO SO
*dizzy*
i don't wanna remember all that again
i wanna forget all things
all thing make me always remember and make me cry hard
sometime i just tough about going die
*dead*
someone or anybody please take me out from this darkness
i know i'm bad but you can still bring me out with the right way
if not i will stay here forever and be like that forever
i really need someone or anybody please help me
= sayonara minna =

My GuiLTy....

= konichiwa =

to all my readers
it being awhile yuki not updated this blog
i kinda busy right now
i also kinda sad on this moment
i always crying this day
i will make sure no one will notice it
*crying out loud*
i just wanna tell you all
that i always feel guilty with people around me
i know i not cleaver enough
i know i not popular enough
i know i not good enough
but i trying to be a good person to them
DAMN DAMN DAMN
nowadays it's hard for me to smile
all smile that come out form me all fake
FAKE FAKE FAKE
i don't know what should i do right now
i think i'm the one who should be blamed
JUST PUT THE BLAMED ON ME
you know i really really feel guilty
the person change
people around the person feel uncomfortable with him
for short
HE TOTALLY CHANGE
so i the one how should be blamed
sometime if i can die now
*die*
if i wish like i will committed with the big sins
but i can hold it anymore
*crying*
the one i wish right now
I WISH I LOST MY MEMORY
maybe if i lost my memory
the sadness will goon with it
and i will not trying to remember it anymore
till the end
it's hurt me more and more
when the person do something
i will feel uncomfortable and guilty
but for the certain reason i happy for this person
sorry i have to go
see you in other post ya
= sayonara minna =