GiNbAn KaLeIdOsCoPe....

DIRECTOR: Takamatsu Shinji
AUTHOR: Kaibara Rei
STUDIO: Actas, Aniplex
NETWORK: TV Tokyo, Animax Japan
RELEASED: October 9, 2005
EPISODES: 12
GENRE: Romance, Drama, Comedy, Sports
SYNOPSIS:
It is about Tazusa Sakurano, a 16-year-old Japanese Olympic figure skating candidate. During a qualifying round in Montreal, Canada, she falls in the middle of a Triple Lutz and loses consciousness. At the same time, Pete Pamps, a 16-year-old Canadian stunt pilot, dies mid-performance when his stunt plane crashes due to mechanical trouble. Unfortunately for Tazusa, Pete ends up involuntarily inhabiting her body for 100 days.

ShOw Me SoMe LoVe....

= konbanwa =
erm, i have a favor can you
i want you all show me some love
^_^ ~haha~ ^_^
[maybe you think this ridiculous]
my friends say to me
that i'm lack of love
that why i want you all to give me some love
V~V ~huh~ V~V
[that also i always think]
always play in my mind
i know that i'm not a good friends
but i try to good
right now what i feel is
i feel all my friends far from me
i feel i don't have any friends anymore
[what should i do]
@~@ ~*confuse*~ @~@
the conclusion that i made is
i maybe will let all my friend go
i don't care anymore
just let i be
= ja-ne =

FeEl SoMe LoVe....

= konbanwa =
for the first time
i feel love for my brother
[little bit happy]
^_^ ~*smile*~ ^_^
today i just alone at home with him
in the afternoon
he go to work
so i'm alone at home
during free time
he buy me food for dinner
[i can't imagine he buy to me a food]
then i ask to him
should i pay back
he say just eat don't say anything
^o^ ~haha~ ^o^
extremely happy
love it
= ja-ne =

AcTiViTiEs DuRiNg HoLiDaYs....

= konbanwa =
so far there are many activities
that yuki had done with my friends
^_^ ~hehe~ ^_^
[kinda fun]
even there are also terrible things happen
there are the list

08/5 ~ masuk hospital
11/5 ~ p rumah Rusdie Rahman
12/5 ~ p strawberry cafe ngn Rusdie Rahman
18/5 ~ main bowling ngn Fadhlul Hadi dan Mahdi Sabry
21/5 ~ p sekolah & lepak kat rumah Mohamad Khairul Azam ngn Azri Ramlan
22/5 ~ masuk hospital lagi
26/5 ~ jalan2 ngn Nur Athirah & Rusdie Rahman
27/5 ~ lepak kat McD dengan Xuen Adyla

so much fun and pain
^o^ ~haha~ ^o^
but the most activity i always do
online 24/7
[actually not 24/7]
there are many activities i will do next
so just wait until i post it
= ja-ne =

CaN't MaKe AnY dEcIsIoN....

= konbanwa =
i can't make any decision
whether to follow my parent to KL
hem
[should i go with them]
little bit confuse
half of me say go
half of me say stay
[it always come like this]
i have to think carefully
whether i go or not
if i follow my parent i can drive car
^_^ ~huhu~ ^_^
[kinda fun right]
please someone give some advise
really need it right now
= ja-ne =

NoThINg To SaY....

= konbanwa =
gomen nasai
today nothing yuki can share
^_^ ~haha~ ^_^
yuki just hang out with someone
only this for today
= ja-ne =

HappY dAyS....

= konbanwa =
today yuki out with my friends
there is Rusdie and Athirahthere are my schoolmatelove it
[it so much happiness]
first yuki drive to rusdie house
to take him with me
[yuki drive a car]
after that, we go to athirah house
also to take her with us
^~^ ~haha~ ^~^
[so much fun there]
then we go to Pangkalan Lumut
just take our breakfast and then we play bowling
we just play for 2 games
the winner is rusdie
yuki and athirah just draw
we get the same score
[i can't believe it]
^_^ ~hehe~ ^_^
after that
we go to teluk batak
we just sit at there for a while
^o^ ~huhu~ ^o^
[teluk batak a.k.a teluk batik]
i send athirah and rusdie to their homes
i feel so happy today
we also laugh very loud
until all people around notice us
i gonna take my rest
= ja-ne =

~Rusdie and Athirah~

WaNnA lEaRn PlAy PiAnO....

= konbanwa =
yuki always wanna play piano
but i don't know how to play it
T^T ~sadness~ T^T
i ask oka-san to attend music class
but she say no!!!
[why i just want to learn something new]
so i just listen to oka-san
because i love her
>w< ~hehe~ >w<
maybe i will learn when i adult
also have job
[i can pay the fee by myself]
so i can learn it
love it
= ja-ne =

AbOuT bLuE cOlOuR....

=konbanwa =

---

BLUE represents calmness and loyalty. A person who favours blue is sensitive and easily hurt. You never panic and are in total control of your life and content with the way it is going. You desire to lead an uncomplicated and worry-free life and are prepared to sacrifice certain goals in order to achieve this. You need a stable relationship without conflict. Perhaps, as a side effect of contentment, you tend to put on weight. The later blue appears in the sequence, the more unsatisfied you are and the more you feel the need to break from the ties that restrict you. But you probably aren't unfeeling enough to walk out on a family or job; instead, you will suffer in silence.

---

= ja-ne =

NeW tHiNgS....

= konbanwa =
today yuki make new side
kinda name like formspring
^_^ ~hehe~ ^_^
here the link for that side
http://www.formspring.me/mizukiyuki
[can ask question in this side]
this side for question and answer
anybody can ask question at me
i will try to answer all your question
i will do my best
[gambatte kudasai]
anybody can ask question at me
if you want some advise
you also can ask me there
you can ask anything
[hope i will help you all]
love to help
= ja-ne =

HeAvEn 3....

= konbanwa =
version kali neh pulak
adalah pengakhiran segalanya
"Akhirnya"

sekarang segalanya berakhir disini
tiada lagi kebahagiaan untuk yuki
yuki pun tak akan mencarinya lagi
sekarang hanya berserah sahaja
[yuki dah penat]
yuki tak nak menyakitkan diri lagi
yuki tak nak bersedih lagi
yuki tak nak seksa diri lagi
yuki nak hidup macam biasa
[yuki nak semuanya kembali normal]
mungkin ini suratan takdir yang kena yukii tempuhi
jadi yuki redha and berserah ja
yuki dah penat sangat
rasanya yuki ini dah sampai hadnya
^_^ ~haha~ ^_^
yuki tak nak cari kawan yang terbaik dah
yuki dah lepaskan kesemuanya
sebab keputusan yang yuki dapat daripadanya
memang teruk
yuki buat depa rasa bersalah
yuki buat depa menipu
yuki buat depa nampak macam jahat
pada kebenarannya semua salah yuki
yuki sanggup hadapi hidup ini bersendirian
[bersama keluarga]
yuki tak nak perkara yang sama berulang lagi
yuki dah serik sangat
kepada kamu semua selamat tinggal
i will not force or disturb you all again
= ja-ne =

VaCaTiOn At HoSpItAl....

= konbanwa =
again i'm going to the hospital
for a second time
^_^ ~haha~ ^_^
[it bad right]
yuki just have a fever
in the hospital just for a moment
i'm just need water
so the doctor take a bag of water
then inject the needle and let the water
through in my body
[it kinda hurts]
before leave i need to take my medicine
but i will not eat it
>.< ~hehe~ >.<
i want it cure by it self without medicine
i'm stubborn right
= ja-ne =

ItAzUrA nA kIsS....

In the romantic comedy story, a high school girl named Kotoko finally tells a fellow senior named Naoki that she has loved him from afar since she saw him on their first day of high school. However, Naoki, a haughty "super-ikemen" (handsome male) with smarts and sports talent, rejects her offhand. Fate intervenes when a mild earthquake ruins Kotoko's family house. While the house gets rebuilt, Kotoko and her dad stay at the home of her dad's childhood friend...whose son is Naoki.

= konbanwa =
this story is superb
^_^ ~haha~ ^_^
really love this story
yuki laugh and cry
when watch this story
[why this can't be happen in our live]
this ridicules
so just ignore it
= ja-ne =

AlWaYs DaYdReAm....

= konbanwa =
yuki always daydream
actually i don't know what i think about
but sometime it make me feel sad
[crazy thing that i do]
sometime i think i'm stupid
sometime i think i'm evil
sometime i think i'm cruel
sometime i think i'm humiliated
[that thing made me sad]
because i know that
i'm stupid, evil, cruel, humiliated and soon
that what i always think when i alone
ya i know that i'm really weird
>.< ~haha~ >.<
[still can laugh]
= ja-ne =

JiKaN yO tOmArE....

Itazura Na Kiss





= lyrics =

Kimi to sugosu　toki atto iuma
Kizukeba deeto wa mou shuuban
Hanaretakunai　kaeritakunai
Toki o tomete zutto isshou ni itai

Terekakushi na serifu mo
Mitsumeau shunkan mo
Anata to iru jikan mo
Tarinai kedo
Saishuu densha miokuru
Made nigiri shimete kureta te
Sarigenai yasashisa ga ureshii yo

Otogi-banashi nara
Sugu ni anata no iru asu e yukeru no ni…
every time, everyday, everything…
Kotoba ni shi nakute mo
Anata wa watashi no tokubetsu na basho
Moshi mo tatta hitotsu negai ga kanau nara
Futari dake no jikan o　kami-sama tomete yo…

Jikan yo tomare　kono mama
Boku no tatta hitotsu no wagamama
Dakedo sore wa kanawanai
Kono modo kashisa tsutaetai yo
Ichi-nichi tatta nijuu-yon jikan
Tarinai yo　ato hyakku jikan
Sore dake are　motto motto
Mitsukeru yo　kimi no ii toko

Kondo wa itsu aeru no?
Nandomo ittara　shitsukoku omowaresou
Fuan to kibou hanbun zutsu
Kono omoi wa kawaranai　tabun zutto
Kimi wa boku o dou omotte iru no ka?

every time, everyday, everything…
Koishii nukumori to
Kotoba ni naranai kokoro no koe o
Kore kara wa sunao ni tsutaete miseru kara
Ugokihajimeta toki o　kami-sama tomete yo…
Waga mama de ii no
Kaeshitakunai to itte yo
Anata ga watashi o nozomu no nara
Mayowazu ni kokoro ni hana o soeru yo

every time, everyday, everything…
Kotoba ni shi nakute mo
Anata wa watashi no tokubetsu na basho
Moshi mo　tatta hitotsu negai ga kanau nara
Futari dake no jikan o　kami-sama tomete yo…

every time, everyday, everything
Moshi hanarete mo boku ga tsunagi tomeru yo
Anata wa watashi no tokubetsu na hito
everytime, everyday, everything
Shinjiru yo　toki ga tomaranakute mo
Unmei nara boku-tachi wa meguriaeru yo ne?

Unmei nara bokutachi wa meguriaeru yo ne?

FiNd PeRsOn CaN bE mY bRoThEr....

= konbanwa =
yuki wanna find someone
that can be my foster brother
i want him teach me
i want him to love me
i want him to scold me
i want him to care about me
[even i have brother]
my real brother always fight with me
make me hate him
but i will not hate him
because he my real brother
[that why i wanna find foster brother]
that can give my love as brother
so i will know how the love for brother
but i think my real brother
will never show he love to me
[when i see at that picture]
i remember someone
where i think he like my brother
but he never think as yuki
so i make decision to forget about it
[why i miss him]
maybe in my mind he still like brother to me
= ja-ne =

MuSiC cAn ChAnGe OuR fEeL....

= konbanwa =
just wanna to tell here
that music have their own power
especially to change someone feelings
[it great right]
right now 24/7 yuki hear it
like have a great feel
i don't care everything as long i hear it
it give me life and soul again
that long time ago has disappear
[love music very much]
i wont stop hear it until i die
maybe i think
>w< ~hehe~ >w<
= ja-ne =

JiGoKu ShOuJo....

= konbanwa =
jigoku shoujo
yuki just finish watching this story
first jigoku shoujo
second jigoku shoujo futakomori
third jigoku shoujo mitsuganae
but yuki just watch first and second
the third in espanol sub
[i can't understand it]
T^T ~sadness~ T^T
anyway it kind of sad story
this story about a girl that send someone
to the hell
when someone access jigoku tsushin
and send the person name that you hate
the girl know as emna ai
[i wanna meet emna ai]
will come to you and give you a straw doll
you will make the decision to do it or not
weather to pull the red string or not
if you pull the red string
you will be curse
when you die you will fall to hell too
so the person will fall to hell
when you pull the red string
you will not go to hell if you still alive
but when you die you will fall to hell
[great story it is]
if it real have
i will send someone to hell
i don't care if i have to go to hell
cause i do so many sins
maybe it okey for me
>.< ~haha~ >.<
what kind of joke it is
= ja-ne =

WaNnA kIsS sOmEoNe....

= konbanwa =
^_^ ~hehe~ ^_^
lama tak post dalam bahasa melayu
asyik post dalam bahasa inggeris
[apa yuki nak kiss seseorang]
>.< ~haha~ >.<

yuki saja letak tajuk neh

tapi kenyataannya

rasa macam nak kiss seseorang

nak kiss sapa

[lelaki ke perempuan yek]

dua-dua pun boleh
>///< ~huhu~ >///<

haish

gila apa nak kiss

tak tahu malu apa

gomen nasai

yuki dah suka merepak

= ja-ne =

FaMiLy Is EvErYtHiNg FoR mE....

= konbanwa =
hye all
love you all
^_^~hehe~^_^
[it to long i don't say like this to my readers]
hem
actually for me family is everything
without family i wont be stand right here
because they always support me
[their support never ever be dull]
maybe for some people
will say friend is everything to them
but not to me
i always do anything for my family
even i study for my family
i alive also for my family
[all for my family]
i can't imagine if my life without my family
maybe my soul will dead also
i'm nothing without my family
there are my strength
there are my soul
there are my happiness
there are my life
there also my love
[please say away form my family]
i love them so much
please don't hurt them
but hurt me
i willingly it
= ja-ne =

TiMe PlEaSe Go FaStEr....

= konbanwa =
hye there
this picture give me inspiration
to post something in my blog
[nice picture]
actually yuki search picture
but i don't have any topic to post in my blog
then i found this picture
so i get idea what to post in my blog
i want time go fast
[that the first thing out from my brain]
that i want time go fast
when time go fast
i will never ever have to go to UiTM again
so i will not meet the person
that i don't want to meet
[really mean it]
i think i hate my secondary school time
but it not
i hate my university life
so please time go faster you can
i can't wait anymore
onegai
= ja-ne =

MeLaNcOhOlY....

= konbanwa =
yuki feel terrible right now
hem
i'm start crying
owh no
i think i will no crying to any person
but
i do it again
why , why and why
[you wanna see me suffer]
yes i suffer right now
you satisfied now
you will suffer as mine
[i will make sure that]
time to revenge
you will see that
from me
you will suffer more than me
= ja-ne =

NiGhTmArE....

Hell Girl - Nightmare

Lyrics

ima nanjika oshiete yume to ite dakishimete

haikyou no machi ni mioboe ga aru
anata to mekutta shashinshou no naka
doushite hitori atashi wa hitori
sugu ni sugu ni yume nanda to kizuku
gareki o hashiru nani ka ketobasu
yume kara sameru deguchi o sagasu no
hayaku ikanakya hayaku ikanakya
dokokade anato no koe ga shiteru no

ugoite iru toki no nakashika
eien nanta mienai nda

ima nanjika oshiete yume to ite dakishimete
tomari kaketa atashi no kokoro o ugokashite onegai
tonari ni anata wa iru tabunchigau yume o mite
taiyou nanka iranai anata no egao ga ima koishikute

anata o omou konna ni omou
sonna atashi wo yume de mitsuketano
motto shiritai motto shiritai
anata no koto o motto motto shiritai
nan to ka shinakya shikkari shinakya
donna sekai ni mo setsuna sa ga afureru
toki ga itoshii nezaga itoshii
ima wa motto anata o shiritai

wasureteta yo shinji na kereba
donna koto demo hajimaranai nda

ippun ichibyou demo zutto zutto dakishimete
warui yume o mite ita dake to sasayaite kudasai
tonari ni anata ga ita ima mo kitto soba ni iru no
ARAAMU ga nattatte anata no koe shika todokanai nda

toroketai nda atama itai nda
kimi o mamoru to ka tama ni wa kikitai nda
hajiketai nda waratte itai nda hajimetai nda

ima nanjika oshiete yume to ite dakishimete
tomari kaketa atashi no kokoro o ugokashite onegai
tonari ni anata wa iru tabunchigau yume o mite
taiyou nanka iranai anata no egao ga ima koishikute

WhY i MiSs HiM....

= konbanwa =

i being weak with this feelings

why i miss him

why, why and why

T^T *crying* T^T

[i really miss him]

i afraid to call him

i afraid to text him

because before this he like mad at me

hem...

[his like brother to me]

miss to have a chat with him

miss go to mosque with him

miss sleep beside him

= ja-ne =

DoNe WiTh My ReAdInG....

= konbanwa =

for the first time

yuki take along time to finish reading

[buzy with my work at university life]

but now i finish reading it

^_^ *happy* ^_^

this bloody kiss

was a great story

[because i love vampire]

^o^ ~haha~ ^o^

you all should read it

= ja-ne =

= equation =
equation for today
prove that , y = miss
[ x = y ] , [ x = 1 ] , [ 1 = miss ]
[ y = xlike + xhate ] - 1 , [ y = like + hate ] - 2
subtitute 1 into 2
xlike + xhate = like + hate
x ( like + hate ) = like + hate
x = ( like + hate ) / ( like + hate )
x = 1
thus , x = 1
so, y = miss
the conclusion
yuki miss him as my brother

HaTe Or LiKe....

...konbanwa...
hye everyone...
today yuki feels something weird...
sometime i feel i hate him...
sometime i feel i like him...
@_@~confuse~@_@
what it is meas...
[am i miss him...]
i think i miss him...
because...
he is the one who can effect my feels...
when he sad, i feel sympathy...
when he mad, i feel guilty...
when he happy, i feel happy...
[what was that means...]
he like brother to me...
he care about me...
sometime he make me hurt...
that why i feel this ways...
he like my real brother in my life...
[i really care about him...]
T^T~crying~T^T
owh shit i start crying right now...
okey maybe i should take a rest...
...sayonara...

...equation...
[ 1 = miss ]
[ 1/4 = hate ] - 1 , [ 3/4 = like ] - 2
1 = miss
1/2 + 1/2 = miss
subtitute equation 1 and 2...
hate + like = miss
thus...
hate + like = miss

He Do LiKe ThIs To Me....

...konbanwa...
yuki nak cerita ini...
ada lar sorang mamat ini...
dia dengan orang lain punya lar happy...
tapi bila dengan yuki asyik nak majok ja...
[apa salah yuki...]
yuki gurau dengan dia pun dia majok...
orang lain gurau dengan dia lagi dahsyat...
dari yuki pun dia tak majok...
[nampak sangat dia tak suka kat yuki...]
yuki cuba fahami dia...
tolong dia...
tapi last sekali apa yang yuki dapat...
yuki hampir benci dia...
[yuki tak suka nak benci orang la...]
yuki ini tak cukup baik utuk dia ke...
yuki ini jahat sangat ke...
yuki pun tak tau nak buat apa dah...
balik-balik rasa sedyh ja...
yuki pelik dengan orang macam ini...
jadi yuki buat keputusan...
tak nak tegur dia...
kalau tak yuki nanti boleh benci dia...
kalau yuki dah benci orang...
teruk orang tuh nanti...
[boleh terseksa...]
jadi kalau boleh jangan buat yuki benci orang...
nanti terseksa teruk...
lagipun yuki tak nak orang rasa bersalah...
dia tak pernah nak faham yuki...
yuki tak pernah minta apa-apa pun...
hanya nak jadi kawan yang baik ja...
[yuki ini memang teruk bila bab kawan ini...]
rasa sakit sangat...
bila orang buat yuki macam ini...
yuki sedyh sangat...
takde orang nak hargai yuki...
takde orang nak fahami yuki...
balik-balik orang nak ambil kesempatan ja...
rasa sunyi sangat...
takut dan makin takut...
hem...
penat lar layan orang macam ini...
dah lar malas nak fikir dah...
...sayonara...

MeMoRiEs Or NoT....

...konbanwa...
memory or not...
for me...
this is yes n this is not...
i don't know why i say like this...
[it kind of nightmare...]
sometime i like to be with them...
but sometime it not...
like myself divide by two...
half say love it...
half say hate it...
[what should i do...]
always be like this...
@_@~confusing~@_@
they never do any wrong at me...
but why i feel like this...
[please someone respond to me...]
i really need your help...
...sayonara...

KeNa PaKsA mAkAn....

...konichiwa...
hari ini yuki kena paksa makan...
[tak nak makan lar...]
T^T~sadness~T^T
yuki tak lalu nak makan lar...
tapi kena paksa...
lagi pun yuki tak nak parent yuki risau...
so yuki pun makan lar...
^_^~hehe~^_^
[tak suka buat parent risau...]
so nak tak nak yuki makan lar dengan relanya...
yuki tak suka orang...
yang suka buat parent dia risau...
benci sangat...
^o^~huhu~^o^
sebab tuh yuki relakan diri untuk makan juga...
parent is anything for me...
love them...
...sayonara...

HoSpItAl....

...konichiwa...
semalam yuki tak sedar...
apa yang berlaku...
tetiba mata yuki kabur...
then dunia semakin gelap dimata yuki...
adakah ini kesudahannya...
[actually yuki pengsan ja...]
yuki sedar ja...
yuki tahu yuki ada kat hospital...
yuki pun tanya sepupu yuki...

y = awat yuki ada kat sini..?
a = semalam yuki pengsan... tetiba pitam...
y = owh yea...
a = yelar...
y = bila boleh keluar...
a = malam karang...

y = yuki
a = sepupu

yuki masuk hospital semalam pukul 8...
then keluar pukul 8 jugak...
24 jam yuki kat hospital...
[baru petang tadi sedar...]
haish...
teruk ini...
k la yuki nak rest sebab baru keluar hospital...
...sayonara...

ThErE iS nO LiGhT aNd CoLd....

...konbanwa...
in my life right now...
there are full with darkness...
[even my eyes can't see anything...]
someone please bring me out from here...
it's to cold here...
even today same like always...
i don't have any strength to study...
[what should i do..?]
why all of this happen to me...
why!!!!!
my feel right now same what you all can see in that picture...
[i feel pain...]
[i feel sadness...]
[i feel cold...]
[i feel alone...]
[all in one picture...]
so the conclusion is...
sometime i feel i wanna go die right now...
so all will over right here...
...sayonara...

SaD, sAd, SaD 'n' SaD....

...konichiwa...
dah lama yuki tak updated blog...
tapi sekarang neh yuki tengah sedyh...
T^T~sadness~T^T
[tak berhenti menangis sejak 2 hari yang lalu...]
sedyh sangat...
yuki neh memang jahat...
tak sangka neh adalah kali kedua dalam hidup yuki...
serious yuki menang tak suka bulan 5...
kenapa mesti bulan 5...
bulan lainkan ada...
tambah-tambah 5/5...
banyak peristiwa berlaku...
[selalunya peristiwa sedyh lar...]
semuanya berlaku bulan 5...
start dari 2008 sampai sekarang...
kenapa yek...
yuki tau lar yuki neh memang jahat...
[yuki tak akan salahkan orang lain...]
semuanya salah yuki...
kalau yuki tak ada...
mesti takde orang yang sedyh dengan yuki...
yuki neh bukan pandai pun...
selalo buat orang lain kecewa...
[especially parent yuki...]
mesti semua orang hidup happy living after kan...
sedyhnya rasa...
rasa hina sangat...
semua neh buat yuki ingat nak balik jumpa parent ja...
sebab yuki tahu parent ja yang sayangkan yuki...
kawan semuanya hypocrite...
yuki nak study pun takde mood dah...
8/5 neh dah lar ada paper...
last paper...
yuki tak tahu nak jawab macam mana nanti...
sedyh sangat...
...sayonara...